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I don't know what are the people think of me. The way they look at me sometimes make me feel that they're nice people. But why they don't even approach to me or give a smile. Did I make you feel I'm ego? I scared. I just want to ask why. Perhaps you all might think that I'm intend to get empathy from you. I don't want your empathy. I scared people knowing me well then simply walk away without any sign. When this moment happen, I feel I'm truly nobody eventhough I doubt it sometimes. I feel more hurt. Friends from my hometown knowing me well but I never feel that hurt.