没有人脉，离开学校的日子该怎么过？？？好想哭。。。。

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Two day ago, Monday class Estimating at 7-9pm. The worst thing was happened for real. A realistic shit that is commonly happening in real life. I more assure that people in class cannot fully be trusted. At night class, there was five people in a group assignment. Four people of them excluding me was stick together but choosing another new guy to replace my position. I was the last person knowing that I was no longer a assignment partner with them. When I asked one of them why they're not choosing me, he seemed not surprise and not really care about me, saying that he wasn't the lea... more »

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Some tutors are thinking that I'm good at first sight but disappointing of what I behaved later. I'm shocked when I'm perceiving the way you talk in front of class, just like publicly shooting an arrow to my heart, only I can feel your intention in class. I give you an eye contact, actually I'm listening not meaning others, I have no comment. Why some tutors prejudge people? Why do they have much time to judge instead of teaching? What are you expecting?Some good tutors don't even have much time valuing students publicly and they're valuing students privately. This kind of tutors are... more »

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Oh God! I'm tired. Words cannot express it. I'm not ego. Let me die. What people done their best doesn't guarantee a desired outcome. For God sake, it seems I have to understand my luck and fate. Yea I'm grumbling against fate and lay the blame upon other people. I hate studying now,ironically I'm afraid of being late comer in class and always show up in class early

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虽然我被朋友抛弃，但我还要潇洒的生活。这世上种种美好与精彩，我们并不一定都能抓到，既然抓不到，倒不如送它们一程，让它们活得更加精彩飘逸，让自己得到安宁与豁达。人应始终奉行着一个原则：能抓住的人和缘分，都要加倍珍惜，不能抓住的种种，就笑着送他们一程。这样的心态才能让自己赢得很多人的尊重人和得到别人更多的回报和帮助，让生活渐渐走出困境。人，永远都要微笑坚强乐观豁达的生活下去，这才是生命的意义。既然抓不住，何不送一程。

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很伤心，生日很少人祝福我。不到十个人通过信息祝福，Fb完全没有人祝福我。我只想说，生日时我只能感恩妈妈。很伤心，如果有一天我发疯了，一点也不奇怪。

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I don't know what are the people think of me. The way they look at me sometimes make me feel that they're nice people. But why they don't even approach to me or give a smile. Did I make you feel I'm ego? I scared. I just want to ask why. Perhaps you all might think that I'm intend to get empathy from you. I don't want your empathy. I scared people knowing me well then simply walk away without any sign. When this moment happen, I feel I'm truly nobody eventhough I doubt it sometimes. I feel more hurt. Friends from my hometown knowing me well but I never feel that hurt.